Had a really vivid dream last night and my Mum was there. We had a flood in the garden and I was trying to sort it out. I heard this strange noise and discovered my Mum wading about in the flood. What are you doing? I asked Trying to sort this flood out. I've phoned the water board but they said they haven't got money to sort it out. It was only a brief visit and it was only us talking about a non existent flood. Or was it? To me it's so much more than that....water indicates emotions and to me the flow of water signifies the amount of emotion I feel after losing Mum .Not sure 2 weeks after or 2 years after but most of the time. It was my Mums way of saying I'm still here, I'm still around, you may not always realise it but I'm around, behind that tree, helping you get through the hard times, the tough times. Keep going....Keep strong....you can do it. We did sort the water out with Mark and the boys carrying it to the river....my family helped me and help me. I keep strong for them.